just back from sophia's, with 2 hours of sleep and the flu bug. darn it.

nevermind bout the flu but wtf, thats me? never was enough but it didnt matter for now. he called me a bitch last night, yeah and a freakin' loud one somemore. was feeling like crap, cried like crap. aiyah, vocab poor already okay. no brain to think. im dead hungry and worn out but theres no one i can talk to. when you are also gone because of my fault, i did something so bad i must leave. i'll take it as you've got freedom.

went out with doris and a gang of girls the day before and was almost killed by laughing. they were real nice. especially xiaohui(sec2) don mind me calling her 'boyfriend!~'. she's like so manly okay, they way she carry off her style, dress, talk. like everything lorh! so man okay! wahaha~ =p

i'll update on more soon. i'm getting outta my mind. need o2jam! argh!


i lied... i still love you...

;i am afraid